Shitty cold days.

Get out of the car, and don't try and stop me
Stay where you are, 'cause there you can't hurt me
You took things too far, and I don't deserve this.

I'm sorry 'cause I didn't write those two days but I was so busy and at night I was so sleepy that I couldn't do it.
Its so fucking cold those days, I'm freezing. And in those days a human just wishes that he'll have someone that could keep you warm in his arms... You know how it is. Sucks. Okay, I'm being such an emo right now, I better stop.
I have to write seminar about fashion for tomorrow and I'm so not in the mood to do this now. I would rather just go to sleep. This school is killing me, but I keep trying to be optimistic. Yeah, I know that I don't look like it according to my writing here. But in real I am or I try to be. Here is different. Here I write all my feelings I keep in myself 'cause I can only write this. I don't won't to get people in bad mood just because I feel shitty inside. It will be better some day I keep telling myself.

Don't try and call, Im not going to answer
I'm not going to fall for another disaster
That you put me through, and I don't deserve this
No I don't deserve this.